Oh i LOVE it when my friends turn on me

fuck you all

Date:	2005-03-11 14:16
Subject:	Funniest thing EVER
Security:	Public
Mood:	giddy
Music:	stage fright remedy

WAY EMO. you're most likely bipolar or have chronic
depression, whether diagnosed or not. You cry
all the time, but don't let people make fun of
you, you're way awesome, whether you know it or
not


are you emo?
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Date:	2005-03-08 08:13
Subject:	Lets compare scars, ill tell you whos is worse
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	Rise Against

HIIIIII everyone!!
I just wanted to say thank you so much for all thoes who helped me out this weekend,
i dont understand why my dad went so physco on me but hmph...
he came in my room last night, sat down and talked to me, and i think that he understood everything that i have been going through. He says hes going to try and lighten up a little bit, and im going to do the same so hopefully we can work shit out.
IM SLEEPING AT AMYS ON FRIDAY!
im excited, we have so much fun together,
i love her, shes my gurly!!!
ALSO: good show on Friday...
The Brigade, October Fall, The jury...and i forget who else
but its at Knights, everyone should most definatly go.

Date:	2005-03-07 11:19
Subject:	This one is for Amy<333
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	Further Seems Forever

This weekend was awesome, of course!!!
I had so much fun!! I love amy with all my heart, she is my favorite, and i miss her:(
Sean, made me giggle 24/7 like always
my parents suck:(
my dad is being such an asshole...he took everything away from me
i think im going to move out, well i want to....and he told me to
i just dont know where yet
i love amy!!!


<3
LMFA

Date:	2005-03-04 08:03
Subject:	I LOVE FRIDAY!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious

Its Friday again, YAY!!! IM SO EXCITED:):)
hehehhe
Back out to Mt.Prospect for the weekend.
I get to see my lovies!!
Todays going to go by so slow*tear*



<3 always,
Lauren motha fuckin ashley

Date:	2005-03-03 08:29
Subject:	I need you so much closer
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Death Cab for Cutie

HAHA, i quit all my jobs, im not going to have annnyyy money anymore, but eh i dont care i wanted to have fun on the weekends so bad, i was sick of not being able to do anything, id rather have fun then have money. im just a young kid, i need my fun:) Last night Sean and Sam came out here, i was soooo excited:):) we had fun, i love my sean:):) TOMORROWS FRIDAY!!! This week definatly flew by, which is awesome because i thought it was going to go sooooooo slow! BUT IT DIDNT!! I think im sleeping over at Amys house tomorrow, but im not sure because she has been sick, she needs to get better im so sad without her:( GET BETTER AMY POO!!!! So im spending another weekend in Mt. Prospect/Arlington heights/Prospect heights, YAY im so excited!! I love it there so much!!!

Megan and i made  something up...

ARLINGTON HEIGHTS

IS FOR LOVERS!!

Im out:) hehe bye bye

<3
LMFA

Date:	2005-03-01 19:09
Subject:	im sad.
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad
Music:	death cab for cutie

I miss my Mt. Prospect friends more then they will ever know.

But i miss sean the most

Date:	2005-02-26 22:36
Subject:	la la la
Security:	Public
Mood:	giggly
Music:	copeland

This weekend has been amazing...
Friday-Amy Brandon and CJ picked me up, we went out to Arlington heights and hung out all night with sean and sam...it was so much fun, i spent the night at seans house, and then came home and took a shower...Then i got boredddd...so megan came home and we decided to go back out to alrington heights, we stopped at Amys work and saw her, she gave me free sweedish fish, i love amy, shes one of the coolest girls ive ever met, im so happy that we are friends again!!! Then Sean called so we went and picked up him and sam and then went to brandons and got CJ and they all went skateboarding, we followed them...i walked around town with megan, holding her hand<3 amazing let me tell you!! Then this 13 year old random kid hopped in my truck because his friends dared him to and payed him 5 bucks, it was sooo funny. Then sean acted like a crazy person and was like AHHH YOU FUCKER GET OUT OF MY GIRLFRIENDS TRUCK and started chasing him around, it was great. This had to be one of the funnest weekends I have ever had.

<3 Always,
Lauren motha fuckin ashley

Date:	2005-02-25 07:48
Subject:	I <3 TODAY!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited
Music:	The blood brotheres

Oh em gee!!!
IM SO EXCITED, today is Friday!!
Friday=awesome, i get to see SEAN and AMY and BRANDON and CJ and PETEY....
im so excited, i have a good feeling that today is going to go by soooooooo slow!!!
oh well it will all be worth it in the end!!

<3 Always
Lauren motha fuckin ashley!!

Date:	2005-02-22 16:16
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	lonely
Music:	goo goo dolls

Im lonely
:(

Date:	2005-02-18 08:26
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	restless
Music:	underoath

Why do people have to be such assholes??


Just answer me that one question

Date:	2005-02-13 20:48
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	gloomy
Music:	Before Today

Happy fucking Valentines Day    :)

Date:	2005-02-06 19:35
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

Everyone was dancin in the moonlight...

Date:	2005-02-03 19:36
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad
Music:	rise against

Swing life away...






***worst week of my life*****

Date:	2005-01-31 21:01
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad
Music:	Rise against

I wish I could jsut curl up in your arms and fall asleep...and have you tell me everythings going to be okay.
Thats all </3

Date:	2005-01-30 13:35
Subject:	I want to sleeep
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	The Ramones

This weekend was fun..
Friday- Went to the Brigade show, we got lost on the way there and I was screaming at Sarah because I had to pee so bad, it was the WORST feeling that I've ever had...I seriously thought that I was going to die...But the show was a blast...Evan and I rocked out the whole time, with our emo hair..and my neck hurt so bad the next day...It was nice to see Benny too, it had been a while...It was nice to see everyone, Matt Rich...my b.cruz, eventhough we didnt talk because..yeah...but i missed him...
Saturday- I go into fucking work and get bitched at, but Amanda and I made it a blast, we were just so stressed out so we just made it fun and were looking at eachother on opposite sides of the fish tankes, making fish faces...lol!! Then Devin and Evan picked me up from work...and we all went and slept at Evans house...then at 6 Devin and I went to Steak n Shake and drank coffee, it hurt my belly...
So now im dragging, cuz I didnt sleep last night....Oh well...

<3 Lauren Motha Fuckin Ashley

I chopped off all my hair...
my dad says i look like a freak but everyone else says it looks pretty cute....that makes me happy..its so much easier to do now, but i most definatly look like the biggest emo kid EVER!!! Devin cut all his off too, but he looks way better then me...Hah...OH WELL!!!
PEACE OUT BITCHES<333

Lauren motha fuckin ashley

Date:	2005-01-22 19:05
Subject:	Suck on this, biootcch
Security:	Public
Mood:	scared
Music:	Daphne loves derby (damn i love this band)

So i go into work today have a nice LONG meeting...and then get told to help clean these tables which really pissed me off because i wasnt even working...Then amanda and i sat down to eat before we had to work, and walter(boss) comes up to me and tells me i dont have to work, WHATA FUCKIN AWESOME NIGHT!! Made me so happy!! Last night was so much fun I slept at KTS and dyed kristnas hair like alll night while having a <3 to <3 convo which was very nice...and then at 11 devin kt and i looked outside and it was sooo snowy, so we all put pjs on and ran down Green Street, FUNNEST MOST PRETTIEST THING EVER!!! But then KT and i went to do snow angels and it was soo cold in our butts so we went inside...lol..Well i dunno whats going on tonight, but hopefully something fun..Peace out girl scout...teehee!

<3Lauren Motha Fuckin Ashley

Date:	2005-01-19 14:22
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	angry
Music:	stupid kids talking real loud

So yeah my friend Amber and I were just wondering the halls and our physco ass motha fuckin principal(sp)lol FLIPS a fuckin bitch at us...and made us go back to class and shit, and now im really board sitting here doing nothing for the next 40 minuts. We were trying to look for Devin but hes like IMPOSSIBLE to find in this school, whatev. Finals are tomorrow and I know Im going to fail them all, I do every year eh I dont really give a shit, school sucks anyways. All this shit with people worried about Devin and I is going away, thankfully. They think if they talk all this shit that were going to stop talking to eachother.. Its kinda funny actually seeing as though we talk about how stupid everyone is acting. But hes talking to Matt again which makes me happy because I knew he was kinda lost without him. Well im going to go do nothing. Love to you all

<3
Lauren Motha Fuckin Ashley

Date:	2005-01-17 13:16
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	spitifield

So like half of my journal got erassed..weird? Oh well...
This weekend was pretty fun..Me Katie and Devin hung out good times..
i love katie, shes so fun...and her laugh is to die for
"something just hit my face"...lol we must of looked so stupid
Im really sick of this DRAMA going on because of Devin and i
people need to shut up!